lambgrass

I think my anger problems are getting worse. Jesus.
iT'S like every time I get mad I blank out, and next thing I know I'm hurting someone.

OH, Absolute Garbage by Garbage is a total must have. That CD is awesome, seriously, every song on that album is good, I don't really like Why Do You Love me? but hey, that's just me. The only thing that sucks is the remix CD. Most of the remixes are very annoying because they're that stupid House bullshit.

Something about that movie Hostel really disturbs me, and I really don't know what it is. Maybe it's the setting. I didn't like the movie at all(Sorry, Eli), although I was 10 when I saw it.

I lost my Sims 3 game at my mom's friend's house, so that sucks, I have a 5% chance of getting it back. Those damn kids of hers! They disgust me.

I hate Ramen, why do people like it so much? I probably hate it because it's what I'm stuck eating for the most part of every month. I had ramen and tea today for "lunch", it's either that or potatoes(no thanks!) The tea smells like the devil, seriously, the smell makes you wanna hurl, after smelling it, I was sick for the rest of the day yesterday. I bet it's that colon cleansing tea. Yuck.

Ms. Anime-fan keeps trying to steal my stuff. She already stole my Star Trek bootleg, my sweatshirt, my sister's shoes, mostly likely my favorite hairstyle magazine...ect. Why am I not mad? Because I'm holding it down until she steals more stuff so I can kick her ass. Good plan, huh?

She says the dumbest shit. One day I was at an after school program with her, and for some reason she said to me "I don't really think a white person could really become black unless they got burnt or something" and I was like "Wrong person to say that to". She really thinks she's a genius and she doesn't listen to me when I tell her she can't use my grease because it'll do nothing for her hair.
Also, she engages in highly pointless arguments with me for no apparent reason. To make me look like a dumbass or what?
Ugh, she keeps trying to get me to hit my little sister, and she keeps trying to get me to say she's my best friend, honestly, I'd rather kill a spider.

Oh yeah! Since I live in the woods now(no more city), there are a shit ton of spiders around the house. They're sooooooo gross and they're everywhere!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!

I'm very annoyed! My mom and little sisters have been watching Twilight non-stop all weekend!
That movie is excruciatingly boring! Also, it sucks on high levels, and my mom won't stop talking about it. Yeah, it's embarrassing.

I slept from 10:00 a.m to 5:00 p.m, which is better than yesterday. I blame it on our internet. Hues-Net fucking sucks, you can't go on youtube, or project playlist, AND you can only download 200 mb og shit before the internet turns into dial up shit. But if you want to stay up until 2 a.m then you get unlimited downloading until 7. I know, right? So I've been staying up all night unintentionally so I can download movies, and shit.

Oh yeah, I watched a downloaded version of Inglourious Basterds with my two little sisters on Friday or Saturday, I forget which one. It was extremely shitty quality, and the idiot who replaced the russian subtitles was an idiot. I won't comment on the spelling, because I'd fuck that up too.

Holy sea monkeys! I slept from 6:00 a.m to 8:40 p.m!
I hate when I start sleeping all day. Oh well, that'll change starting wednesday or thusday.

Oh yeah, I saw about 15 mins of Let The Right One In. It was very creepy, so was the book.

I think the ceiling in my bedroom is gonna fall, because it's all lumpy and shit from my upstairs neighbors stomping. Goddamn kids!

Well, that idiot that lives upstairs from me had another freak out. You know, they're really starting to scare me more than they annoy me. It was over something even more stupid than last time. D.W had told her she'd watch a movie with her at 11:40, then this whole thing about cats happened, and D.w didn't want to watch a movie after that(yeah, I know), so dumbass decides to flip her lid. First of all, let me say that she has the worst taste in EVERYTHING, movies, music, t.v shows. But out of all, movies. I usually don't like to make fun of people I know, but she says shit behind my back, so I'm thinking what the hell, right? She actually tells me not so subtly that she thinks I'm an idiot, which honestly amuses me so much that I don't even care. She is probably the dumbest person I've ever met, sure, I live in Maine(once again) and pretty much the whole state is dumb, but seriously!
The movies she likes are Hitman(wtf?!), and....well, that's it I think. I guess she's just one of those people who don't have a personality, or appreciate film. Also, she likes extremely bad drawn anime, like Inuyasha, and Yugi-oh. As well as decently drawn but still retarded anime. She actually the reason I stopped liking anime, I think it's because she forced me to watch it all the time with her, but I do still like a few, like: Cowboy Bebop, Metropolis, Ghost In The Shell, Big-O, Cyborg 009, and Paranoia Agent.
And her taste in music is terrible, She likes stuff like Bullet for my Valentine, and some other dumb stuff of the like. She also is a complete poser, and is one of those people that keep cds, and band tees even if they've never heard of the band or don't like them. I really don't care about that part, but what annoys me is when I'm looking at her CDs, and I see something I know for a fact she doesn't like, I ask for it, and she says no! What the hell? I want free CDs dammnit!

God, my back is killing me......ow.

I just heard some crappy music and was like "Heh. This sounds like something that would be in dirty dancing." But I forgot that my mom IS watching dirty dancing.

Don't you hate being all calm and shit, and then all of the sudden you see a spider out of the corner of your eye?

Every day I wake up around 1 p.m. That's weird.

I was watching Kill Bill with my little brother, until about five minutes ago.

I've had a crappy day, mostly because I'm sick. Also, because every single time I try to read fan fiction someone's over my shoulder goin' "What 'cha doing?!". And also, my extremely annoying, anime fan wannabe I-don't-know friend keeps arguing with me over the dumbest shit! I told her that Toshiba computers suck, and she seems to think the only reason mine doesn't work is cause I throw it around. Okay, I admit, I didn't keep it locked up in a safe, but I did take pretty good care of it. After a while it just randomly started shutting off, I'd be on it, then all the sudden you'd hear a click-ish type noise, and you'd have to wait about 30 mins. to restart it. I know for a fact it wasn't because of me, because I used her cousin's Toshiba and it did the same shit. And on top of the arguing, she keeps tryin' to get me to put grease in her hair, no matter how many times I tell her that she's white and doesn't need it!

Okay, so something weird happened. That "friend" who I have that is annoying has been known to freak out from time to time, and I've only witnessed it once. But my older sister hates her, like really dislikes the bitch. So, last night she came over, and D.W really was being an asshole, but said friend is quite annoying, then all of the sudden the wacko throws her monitor, and starts crying, then breaks her glasses and starts yelling. I was really freaked out...and annoyed.

Okay. Well, I have internet, and also I live in the middle of the woods. Which fucking sucks, because there are a ton of spiders here! What the hell man?

I saw a bunch of movies in the last two months. Which is cool, I also saw Inglourious Basterds a 3rd time with this idiot "friend" of mine. She talked through the thing, and she said she didn't get the movie. I don't really think of her as a friend, she happens to live upstairs from me, and my mom keeps inviting her over.
We were at this record store....(she's one of those extremely annoying wannabe goth/skater anime fans that like inuyasha and are obsessed with WWII btw) and she picked up Red Dragon, and asked me if it was a good movie, and all the sudden she really wanted to see it. I think she thought it had something to do with dragons, she's that dumb!

Why do we always get the weird cable guys?

Okay, so I rented a bunch of movies I didn't bring back, well,I really didn't rent them, but I picked them out. Se7en, I Am Guilty, The History Boys, Haunting In Connecticut, The Watchmen, and something else. I forgot.

Saw Inglorious Bastards on monday....fucking amazing. That was better than Pulp Fiction, my mom wants to see it again, so i will look forward to it. Seriously, that movie was everything, funny, gorey, serious. I was thinking about it and i've seen shitty movies the past year, Four Christmas's, The Fast and the Furious, and HP6.

Heh. Well, i have this family on the sims 3, and their kids are ugly as hell. I keep making them have kids, and I'm like 'kay, this ones gonna look normal' but no, still looks like David Berkowitz. And, their kids either come out really dark or white as snow. I'm getting box braids again, last time i had them they looked kinda bad 'cause i had the sides of my head shaved. I'm also moving because my mom has bipolar and has to move atleast three times a year. Atleast i have soda.
I had a dream about dinosaurs last night, I want to have an interesting dream dammit! I cant wait to have wireless right now im using a phone, i hate phone-internet.

Well, last week for some odd reason my mom bought my older sister and i movies. She got D.w: Hedwig and the Angry Inch, and The Gift(two of my favorite movies btw), and she got me Jurassic Park and Lotr 2. What the hell? I'm not gonna lie, those movies suck. I wanted Jurassic park 1, and Lotr 3. Whatever, atleast i got some movies.

So, when i moved i'm pretty sure i forgot my Mechanical Animals cd, but i still have the case. If I'd lost a Tool cd, then i'd be upset. I'm hopefully going to see Inglorious Bastards on friday.

Ok, so i read this book called Hell House, my god it sucked. Oh shit! Speaking of shitty things, i saw that movie The Orphan, and after seeing i felt a lot of things, mainly disgust, and i'm pretty sure the director is some kind of pedophile, and the dude who played the dad has a lisp. Hm.

Ugh. Wow im in albany now. Um im really mad, i get kicked out of my motherfuckin house, taken away from my family, treated unfair by two group homes, the state takes our money and for the past month i've been eating hot dogs for breakfast lunch and dinner. My mom doesnt take her meds, so she acts like an idiot. I hate cps, god, fuckin kidnapping classists. So i saw a Haunting in Connecticut, it was really....shitty. The dad was a very unneeded character, and im angry they didnt have typical middle class names like Sue, Kate, Hugh, George, Dave, and Sally. And Wendy was also not needed, and it annoyed me when they were eating dinner and Matt freaked out, she was all "come on matt, lets go change your diaper". Oh, also saw star trek, my mom's friend gave us this really shitty bootleg that cuts out half of everyone's face.

You know what? I thought America was a free country....I guess not.

whoo life sucks.

I'm am very weird-feeling right now because of the sleeping pills I'm taking, they work in mysterious ways..lol

I was using my sister's Sims 3 and I was on these sleeping pills, and for some reason when I went on today there were a billion columns in the back yard, and a giant floating stair case...weird and all I was trying to make was a simple house.

Holy flippers I'm gonna pass out, damn flag day parade!